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It´s been two weeks now since my sister passed and I still can´t believe it.
I know it´s true, that it´s not a bad dream, I´ve seen her body, I was on her funeral, but I am unable to comprehend it...
Looking at the clock, it´s really exactly two weeks after, about that time (about 4.30pm) I was told what happend... *sigh*
Knowing what happend, HOW it happend and not really seeing any injuries on her body that could indicate her death... all injuries were internal, so called multiple trauma, at least three of her injuries were deadly, not even a miracle could have saved her...
An still... I can´t believe she´s gone...
I haven´t seen her much the last year, only a few times, so somehow I am just getting the feeling she´s just... busy and has no time coming online (which is the place where we met every once in a while, than meeting in person)... that soon I´ll meet her again on a family party.
How do you comprehend someone´s gone forever?
Especially someone so young?
Someone who´s just been at the wrong place at the wrong time... and all those mischances... it´s more than bad luck, really, it´s... unbelievable.
Being able to go home from school one hour earlier, from all people involved only she was injured so severe that she died, died instantly you could say... that she was the one standing at that very fateful spot and no one else.
And if you had seen the car responsible, HOW it crashed into them.
It was not on first impact, the car first hit the wall about 10m prior to the fateful impact and to exactly hit the other car where the people where just getting into it... it´s more than just a stupid mischance or bad luck.
I want to believe she´s gone to Elysion... the after-life...
That it wasn´t Gods fault... but of the person who killed her in his ignorance...
I want to believe God can only create life and take it back again, but peace of world, anything happening on Earth, lies within our hands...
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Sorrow 
You´re such a caring friend, thank you!
I hope your letter arrives today, so I can finally answer and send you your belated b-day-gift
I'm so so sorry, friend.
take care of your sis, try to talk to her more often or in the end you end up like me.
because i haven´t seen her much lately i can´t comprehend what happend. it feels like a dream. i still think she´s alive, but just not talking to me *drop*
Mir ging das damals so, als mein Großvater starb. Es war überhaupt mein erster Kontakt mit dem Tod und für mich umso tragischer, da es kurz nach meinem Geburtstag geschah. Ich konnte und wollte nicht glauben, dass er fort war und suchte nach ihm. Ich weigerte mich sogar zur Beerdigung zu gehen... er konnte einfach nicht gestorben sein. Aber ein oder zwei Tage später bin ich in der Nacht aufgewacht und sah meinen Großvater an meinem Bett sitzen. Hinter ihm waren meine verstrobene große Schwester und wahrscheinlich meine Urgroßmutter. Beide hatte ich nie kennengelernt, aber ich wusste, dass sie es waren. Der Anblick ihrer durchscheinenden Gestalten, die einfach nicht verschwinden wollten, erschreckte mich damals zutiefst und ich bin aus meinem Zimmer gerannt. Aber als ich mit meinem Eltern wieder kam, waren sie natürlich weg, aber heute glaube ich, dass mein Großvater mit sagen wollte, dass er immer bei uns ist und keinesfalls allein.
Deswegen hat man auch vielleicht oft das Gefühl, dass der Verstorbene gar nicht tot ist, weil man unbewusst noch seine Präsenz spürt. Ich bin mir sicher, dass deine Schwester auch noch bei euch ist...
Mir is da der Gedanke lieber, dass sie an einem "besseren" Ort ist jetzt, Elysion zm Beispiel...
Wann seh ich dich mal wieder on? ;___;